Jar Of Hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most

I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Ola! Dah lama tak update. Act, tak tau nak membebel pasal apa. Takde story pon nak dituliskan. Hidup macam biasa. Kami sedang menghadapi 1 tempoh exam yang sangat banyak 'gap'nya. But still, study masa last minit *itu aku je, orang len rajin k*. Lagu kat atas tu selingan je. Marie yang introduce lagu tu masa tengah study sebelum masuk exam semikonduktor..haha. Bila dengar & tengok lirik dia, lagu ni lagu orang 'frust'. Yes, lagu seorang perempuan yang kecewa ditinggalkan, tapi lelaki tu datang balik cari cinta dia. Lepas ditinggalkan, dia belajar melawan kekecewaan untuk teruskan hidup. So, kepada sesiapa yang kecewa, belajar la fight kekecawaan tu, don't let somebody that don't know how to appreciate you take ur love for granted. Daripada hidup bergenang air mata, lebih baik belajar melupakan derita. Lebih kurang macam tu la kot. 

Well, instead of jar of hearts, we have a jar of soup!

Hehe.. Post yang pasal "Jar of Soup" ni didedikasikan utk cik nisa. Tetiba dia dapat idea suh aku post mende alah ni masa tunggu nasi masak. 2 3 hari yang lepas kitorang pegi kedai runcit belakang KTM UKM untuk beli bekalan 'makanan' sikit. Pastu cik kak tu ngidam nak makan 'sup siam'. So, apa lg..kat kedai runcit tu cari la perencah 'sup siam' yang dikehendaki.

Sekarang kan zaman moden, semua benda nak instant kan? Nak masak pon main 'campak' je dalam periuk tu, bila dah siap sedap je rasa. Macam makanan kat kedai. Ok, walaupon sekarang zaman moden tapi jangan buat macam tu bila dah kawin. Nanti suami merungut, cakap masakan korang sama je macam kat kedai, so tiap2 hari dia gi makan kat kedai je. Kalo dia gi makan kat kedai bawak korang skali takpe..tapi selalunya jarang, sebab dia pon nak jimat duit..*sigh*. Mak mertua pon tak suka kot kalo semua aci campak je, dia pon nak tengok skil korang masak..hikhik. *tulis gitu macam aku ni da kawen je*. 

Malam tu kitorang makan nasi panas+sup daging+tempe goreng.. ermm..memang marbeles lah! Disebabkan kitorang duk kat asrama, so kelengkapan nak masak pon sangat la terhad. Tu pasal la jadi ala-ala 'jar of soup'. Sebab lepas masak sup tu, nak goreng tempe tapi takde bekas nak letak sup tu. Last2 cik nisa bagi cadangan letak sup tu dalam jag air..haha. Takpe lah..disebabkan kekurangan keperluan jag air pon boleh lah. Yang penting perut kenyang..hikhik ^.^"

Bila tengok gambar sup ngan tempe tu buat ak lapar je. Ok lah..nak pegi makan nasi goreng ikan masin! daaaa... :)


p/s: lagu "jar of heart" tu takde kena mengena dengan "jar of soup" tu. Jar of soup tu nisa yg bg idea tp jar of heart tu aku yang nak letak. Makna dia dalam..mybe a part of my own experience. Tapi..sape makan cili dia la rasa pedas kan?